January 2012
Sitting in an empty house for new years eve. Just one of the perks (…) of moving to a new place where you are not close with anybody yet and don’t have transportation.
Normally I would have liked to smoke weed, given these (non)events, [to distract myself] but alas, there is also no weed in this house. So instead I colored a mandala, will watch a movie, eat some food, skype with my...
December 2011
“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via the-endisnigh)
“Only when it’s too late
do you realize you never loved your house enough —...”
– “Silver Maple,” Patry Francis (via clavicola)
The move across country is harder than I thought.
Woke up in a closet, infested with ants.
When Atma got home at 4:30 today, she did her usual routine of running into the kitchen (where I always am, making dinner) with a huge smile and open arms.
I was not there. She was baffled.
I cried.
Realized I have nobody here to really connect with, or that feels familiar. Felt aloneness for the first...
“To diminish the worth of women, men had to diminish the worth of the moon. They...”
– Tom Robbins, Jitterbug Perfume (via soulsworthsaving)
(Atma a few days old, just a wee lil thing)
I’ve been crying all day.
I have no doubt that I am making the most aligned decision for myself in moving to california. It’s the next chapter, first page.
That said, every time I look at Atma (my niece who I live with — my mother takes care of her), I want to unpack my suitcases and sit the fuck down.
She is a huge part of my...
“I cannot help you understand. In the realm of the ultimate, each person must...”
– Tom Robbins, Jitterbug Perfume (via internetcupcakes)
“Fear is just a messenger knocking on your door saying, “hey, you’ve got belief...”
– Bashar (via indigopyrithea)
“Yes: I am a dreamer. For a dreamer is one who can only find his way by...”
– Oscar Wilde, The Critic as Artist (via soulsworthsaving)
“I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the...”
– Anaïs Nin (via ofthewandandthemoon)
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For those of you that drive, and I know this is a real subjective question, but what’s a trusted, reliable, safe, affordable car that you stand by? I know NOTHING about these big metal machines! And I need to put my savings into one right now, in the name of independence out West. So tell me, whose done you good!?
“She worries over the way her love for me comes and goes, appears and disappears....”
– J.D. Salinger, Raise High the Roof Beam, Carpenters and Seymour: An Introduction (via soulsworthsaving)
“The sign of a beautiful person is that he always sees beauty in others.”
– Omar Suleiman (via dewdropsoflove)
“Dancing can reveal all the mystery that music conceals.”
– Charles Baudelaire (via balletime)
“When you are in tune with the unknown, the known is peaceful.”
– Yogi Tea
cougarchild:
Slum Village ft. J Dilla -...
“Nobody is superior, nobody is inferior, but nobody is equal either. People are...”
– Osho (via nirvikalpa)
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Ever since my brothers been taking break dancing classes, he’s turned his huge ass living room into a studio by plastering mirrors along all the walls. He’s bringing his teacher there to start doing private home lessons. So him and a few others from his rave days decided to start a dance crew, and given my passion to learn, fact that I’ll be living in one of the closets in his...
“Glancing up at the stars and full moon, I felt a sudden surge of wonder at the...”
– John Horgan (via metaconscious)
“Right now, and in every now-moment, you are either closing or opening. You are...”
– embrace the vision:
(via ishmak)
“I am not absentminded. It is the presence of mind that makes me unaware of...”
– G.K. Chesterton (via haereticum)
“If you exist here as just a body, you know where you are going; every second,...”
– Sadhguru
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“Perhaps love is the process of my leading you gently back to yourself.”
– Antoine de Saint-Exupery
(via garptwo)
“The short definition of anarchy is democracy without the government. Most people...”
– David Graeber (via nirvikalpa)
WatchLast but not least, the cutest squeal.